unwanted sorrow

there's no reason for me to feel sad for you are not mine,
nor for me to feel happy for I am not yours

we have just been permitted to meet for reasons
beyond our own mind can ever imagine

we thought that sometimes we have to let go of the past
but subconsciously our hearts tell to hold on the string that once bind
not to bring back memories, but to teach us set free
for freedom leads to where we really should be

restless with the past

i want to sleep but my mind wont permit
my eyes are closed but this heart stays wide awake...
there's not enough memories to linger on...
but the genuine love that once was shared
STILL BRINGS THE SWEETEST SMILE ON MY LIPS..